Sunday, May 29, 2011

Tea

Poem-a-Day Challenge, Day 5! (I skipped a few days...)
Tea
there were dark eyes
like embers
or ashes
hidden underneath
the flames
warming

and also a
kettle, silver and
smooth, when
she was calm,
too—understandably,
as cool liquid
is for it rarely
makes a sound, even
upon descent

aromas of unquenched
tea bags kissed the
noses of the lucky
sweetly, and
soon embers were
flames with sleeping
water above

she was
trapped, contained
and utterly unable
to dance with danger
never close enough to
touch without a heart
evaporating

and she was being
watched, unless
it was a mirage that
fell before her steam-clouded
eyes
watched by the flames
asking her to let go

was there anywhere to
go, but up?
warmth ignited everything
and each molecule
moved a thousand
times a minute
a liquid heartbeat
leap and pop
pluck then pop
pop, pop

frenzy, like
those days when
the sun could pierce to
your bone marrow
and a pool of
cool water
rested a foot away

sizzling ensued
boiling maybe
heat that emanated
from within and
from the outside
sang to her soul
a chance to take or
leave forever

she condensed her spirit
taught like a tether
and let the things that
didn’t matter ring a
cloud song to the world

the fire consumed her
as gravity
flipped and silently
effortlessly
trustfully
she slid away

she allowed her heart to
pour downward into
a porcelain catcher
and at the first drop
of her soul everything
that happiness smells like
danced within and around her

free at last,
she was submerged in what the
flames had made her
and no longer
was she alone,
just her cup of
tea

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Dare

Poem-a-Day Challenge, Day Four!
Dare
she’s always been the
wallflower, the
tulip type
standing with an air
of the hidden spring
joy next to the
baby blue walls

the windows are there, too
but she stands aside
by the forlorn, drooping curtains
the glass is see-through and
safe—like watching
an old time movie
in sepia
dark and growing
darker

she tip-toes a
tad closer to the
screen and with
every ounce of courage
she can draw to her
mind and every
reasonable thought she can
push away
she slides open
the window

with timid glances
taken, she sends out
an unroughened hand
a bright canary
who seems to have
a broken wing

a shiver runs through
her spine as a wayward
traveling raindrop melts
on her icy, air-conditioned finger

it seems that her
soul has jumped
and continues to
       continues to
until a hearty laughing shock
of thunder shakes
her entire body
and she feels strengthened

the sounds keep coming
and her timid heart takes to the rhythm
as she climbs cautiously
through the window
            into the show
            out of safety

but the porch roof
plays shelter
and she’s still
a bit weak form
the sudden change in heartbeat
and soul

the water descends
with aggressive flowing
force
the kind she’s only
ever used with
words

the sounds push her
every which way until
the rain pounding the
pavement and the
thunder pounding her
heart convince
her to dance

with a flash her
world is no longer
sepia but
the full spectrum
of light

she leaps out from
her safe haven with
an open soul
and closed eyes into
the storm and
dares the lightning
to touch her

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Birds of a Feather

Birds of a Feather

you’re not listening
sometimes you hear but
rarely understand as
you sit in the
wooden chair
whose roots are much
more grounded than my
loftily searching mind

you talk,
I listen, we all
hear, they chatter
and that’s how it goes
with these kind of days

maybe you’re a
mockingbird
            hearing everything
and repeating it as I
want it to be heard
like a familiar echo,
the kind that are
forever out of reach,
a mountaintop away
and every bit as empty

and me?
I’m the songbird
searching for a tune
when she’s lost her voice
or maybe I’m just hiding
in the valley where
there are no echoes

sometimes you watch
we all do
but even in a tree
hidden within a forest of
chirping you’d think
someone other than a
songbird could hear
through the stationary
branches barring
true melodies

and I’m sleepy
always sleepy in the
mornings
maybe I’m not a
songbird, but
 a mourning dove
waiting to be noticed

can you be a
mourning dove too?
come, lament the woes of
a songbird in disguise
and all the kind hearts
who are never far
enough away

Mirror Girl

Poem-a-Day Challenge, Day 2!
Mirror Girl

happy days and
happy nights fell day
after day in her world
of smiles and warmth
emanating from within
her very being

she’d never seen such a
joyful heart and
with confusion pouring
through her eyes, she 
noticed a reflection

she was her,
the mirror girl
not quite sure who
truly existed in
the crystalline pool of
ever-fooling mirages

she was burning,
flames of what she could
be contradicted mirror girl
who hid beneath the
cool waters with
embers for her innocent
soul, yet she was
her upside down—
an unchanged image displayed
from a worldly
viewpoint

she was never convinced who
the others saw, for
different times meant
different images

sometimes she managed
to let herself drown
in her ever smiling
           ever lovely
persona

forget to breath
forgot to
it was all too easy
to be unreal
but more real still
for the good of
some in her world
who saw and needed
the light in her

she hoped one day she’d
truly drown, following the
light into the mirage
like a mirror weight
to show the world what
they needed to see
and never come
up for air

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Onward, Onward

Poem-a-day Challenge, Day One!


Onward, Onward

you set out to
far away
            away
a-ways from the
world
your world, stepping
gingerly as not
to crack the
sandy shore line

there wasn’t a
purpose
just walking
drifting like a
cloud being nudged
by the translucent
soul of the wind
onward
onward

you were see-through
too
the only way you
stayed connected to the world
was closing your eyes
tight, clamped, shut

walking though water—
a cool puddle ocean
without fish—you
neglected to stumble
but kept going
      keep breathing, you
let the water burn
within to tether yourself
to this world

the earth moved under
you, the dirt stroked
between your toes,
cool and dark
against your white-hot
soul as you
left nowhere land
      no one land

wind pushed you like
a kite but each gust
blew through your lost-self
as it would between
each vapor of a cloud
you almost evaporated

into a wood you
tripped care-freely alone
letting the sound of
silence interrupt your
never ending soliloquy
of fatalistic solitude

the wind kept you
barreling onward
                onward
but each leaf rustled
within each tree, asking
whether or not you missed
your world

you did dearly,
desperately, and every
painstaking tear that fell
into the ever moving wind
sang for your heart in
the words only rustling
green leaves could understand
but still
onward
onward

the sun hurt your
fragile shell
white shell
lonely shell
you floated but
wished the wind could
carry you faster as
a torrential downpour of emotion
cascaded from your tightly
closed eyes

waiting in the moonlight
you sat, desperate for
relief from the emptiness of
all
you and the moon let
tears escape together,
he—stars,
you—water, he was
missing the sun

you whispered your soul to
him, let it float away from
you to forget your existence
as to explained that you would
go home soon
and that you only missed
being missed
onward
onward

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Ever, Love

Ever, Love (or: A Poem for my Mother)

once upon a time
I was little and
you were big
ever so grand, lovely
            my shield
a tree protects a clamoring
baby bird

and there were flowers
always flowers
                        never weeds
tucked away in short
plastic vases passed from
my dirty little hand to your
ever strong
ever accepting one

toddling about to running
about, then everything was about
dancing about—
a development leading to
my shiny red knees and black
and blue toes hidden in
pink until you could carry
me to safety in
the ever moving car

and there was food
whatever I would eat that
particular day was on
the table
straight from your
ever loving heart

then things were more serious
school unwavering
unbearable friends
constant pressure to top
ever constant love from you

and there were funny things, too
car rides and battlefields always
going, ever moving
never stopping except
to laugh

it’s still like once upon
 a time, except I’m
big too, now
and there are still flowers
and dancing
and food and still
serious things or funny
things, things that
mean ever love and ever living
happily ever after

Friday, May 6, 2011

Run Away From the Moon

Run Away From the Moon

a single tear drop
drawn forth by
the sun
 falls quivering into
creamy moonlight
silently with
a soul attached by spider
silken thread

tumble, tumble
a lullaby, tear, let
the moon’s reflection glint over
your glassy surface on
an ivory palette
gone red

one tear, one moon
one empty heart,
trickle a love song,
tired tear, be enveloped
by moonbeams, but hide
under flannel covers
of a bed

shine like the stars,
shiny tear
don’t be afraid to be
brightest—stand out
stand alone
sing alone
fall alone
shooting star tear,
run away from the moon
singing a tune
forever in my head