Friday, February 18, 2011

The Setting Sun

Prompt: What are you waiting for?

The Setting Sun

she knows it’s been
awhile now
since things changed

every day she can’t
help but think of
when they were
the same
               if that’s
               what you
               would call it

her thinking, you
know, never ceases,
not a moment
will she forget
               let
               go
                you’re gone
                no

in one night,
a thousand suns set
and they disappear,
never to return

but even still
she has to hope
you’re the one
on the other end
of a forgetful call

there’s nothing lucid
about her dreams
dream
dreamer
dreaming

if you were there,
the one place you’re
not everywhere,
she might fall asleep a bit
sooner

while she walks under
the stars, who sing of a
warm night,
each shadow, tug
hallucination,
reality
reminds her that you’re
there,
not here

and sometimes she sits
at the piano
remembering the hopeful
melodies she played
for you

why else do you think
she would want
to learn a new
song?

she’s tired of
so many things,
carelessly tumbling
up the stairs

it’s not unlike her
to swear you
were there by
the window where
the sun always sits


a golden shaped space
escorts her to her room
as she waits for another
thousand suns to
set

and of all the stars
she’ll wish upon
that night, she hopes
one will be you
and prays things will be the same—
you here—
or that she’ll be there, too

Fair Skin

Prompt: What are you waiting for?
Fair Skin
there’s something about a
lovely day—
the kind where the
sun pours into
your pores
in its invigorating way

she lives for the
sunny days, but
heat burns
fair skin
into red, crackled impurity

and then there are the days of rain
with soothing pulses
of change
crashing desperately into
the pavement,
always the same

but the water freezes
and chills her hands
until they can’t move,
heavy and drenched with
cloud tears

she waits tiredly
for the perfect mixture of
warmth and cooling
crackled and smooth
hopeful
impossible

Friday, February 11, 2011

The Princess of Dreamland

Prompt: You wake up one day to find you have no power. Why? What happens next?

The Princess of Dreamland
when I was
small
fragile
invincible
a blue tiara rested
upon my messy hair

I chattered
wistfully to anyone
who would listen
to my plan of
being the
Princess of Dreamland

and oh! to be a
Princess, lovely and
fair—I imagined
no barrier could
ever stop me

well, times have changed,
the world isn’t
black and white or
purple and pink

no, one day I woke up
and realized it’s black and
blue with frightening
shades of gray
sparkles in between

maybe it’s just my
world that’s turned
out so
having been beaten
down heavily
to avoid an uprising

there are no Princesses
in the real world
or not the kind I dreamed
about  being, at least

how could the story
end much more sadly,
when I’ve turned into one of them?

them ,the people  I most
cannot understand—the
ones who wake up
every
single
day
and can’t remember their dreams

they live in a world
of dark and light
that’s mostly
hidden in shadows

I’ve succumbed once
and if I fall deeper into the
inability to create a rebellion
within myself

I have no future
            no dreamland
            no power
to wear a blue tiara ever again

the barriers we can’t
see ruin everything

I know where the
future lies: in those
who see the beauty of a dream

but I’m not quite
there yet

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Sharper

Sharper

here she stands
with the dew
drenched grass
painting sparkles on
her roughed
up feet

I wouldn’t call it
standing, though, for
she’s moving all about
the place lost
in her own
world

each connected
movement expresses
some aspect of
her emotion
or more likely something
deeper than that

if you were watching
every fluctuation in
her movement

you never would have
known the
things she can
truly understand
without a thought

I don’t think
the way she
sweetly stepped
could reveal the
place where her
mind resides


though her feet
were planted in the shimmering
grass, something
had taken away
her head

she could still think
clearly
but in a far of manner
thinking only of the things
that don’t get much thought

but yes, her mind,
sharper than the blades of
grass, had gone
and her dancing
told me it
wasn’t coming back

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Almost

Almost
it begins with
tip-toe-ing, not touching
the ground
the deep
the meaning

slowly, I allow
myself to roll fully
through my foot,
toe-ball-heel,
and maybe
if I’m feeling
bold, let the floor creak

that’s how you’d know
the way I feel

if I run
with each step
pounding, resonating
deeper within
the ground you
stand on

or if I dance
lightly, feet gracing
your world’s presence
occasionally

you might almost
have me caught
but rarely
does that happen

more often I’m
stuck and
stopped in a trance

I’m waiting for
something bad to
happen, the wrong piece
to fall away as
it always does


my heart skips
a beat each second
it doesn’t

now I’m not breathing
and it’s almost like
having a friend

Friday, February 4, 2011

Ripples

Prompt: You are surrounded by water.

Ripples

a day,
  maybe two,
ago you rested
your head, heavy
with thoughts, upon
a sparkling pillow

you were fully supported
by something denser
then you—the
water was somehow
more real and
tangible than anything about you

the thoughts swimming
in your mind remind
you the water changes
every day, but looks the
same
rippling
always
but not you

just the opposite,
in fact
you look different
every day, but has
anything about you
ever really changed?

a night ago,
  maybe a morning,
you stood washing
dishes in a silver sink
letting heated water slide over
the good china

your smooth hands became
wrinkly and old, but they
looked more alive than
ever before


something told you
to throw
     break
     shatter
the china, so simply perfect,
just to see, to believe, to make
sure it would make
a sound

but the water again
supported your head, through your hands,
each burning drop
attaching you to—
well, reminding you of—
the life you stand in

an hour ago,
    maybe a few more,
every fear you have
flew lightly past your
eyes, sickening
and all the same
a sense of euphoric
terror filled your heart

your face felt the
sea, salty and warm,
meander its way
over your flushed cheeks

and everyone tells you
tears are for the
weak and you tell yourself
the same
to stay strong

maybe you are
weak, but what if that’s
what makes you human?
maybe that’s
just how things are

a minute ago,
   maybe two,
you realized that
water is what keeps you
from drowning in life